You are so much in my thoughts and heart these tragic days -- and I had a vivid dream of you a few nights ago and you asked me what I was doing! I am working on the Peace Emergency Comee here, & we have had some good meetings & carried on the referendum (as enclosed). We all [want?] to form a [page 2] League of Democratic Control -- or something on that line for catching at an occasional support against the tide. What does it all mean? It is almost demoniacal, this [illegible] [toward] conscription & these enormous new loans which Wall St. is eager to help on! And labor so passive and the Socialists [page 3] broken up & the social workers lining up with the bankers! R. A. Woods leads in Boston and pledges himself & Settlements to aid enlistments [etc. etc.]!
I feel as if a reaction must set in but now <the> Russian Revolution is put down to the credit of war and by war we are to "democratize the world"! What folly and blindness, -- and Wilson! I feel sometime as if must be mad -- or else the world is mad! [page 4]
And for you dear dear friend, I know that your heart must be heavy -- I can only hope that there are great forces of resistance and courage and vision in the people which will come forth: for there [illegible] is an [irresistible] push toward democracy & liberty that must come out. -- Russia encourages us to try and come up with her!
With devoted love --
Ever yours faithfully
Helen S. Dudley